ummm carrot cake?

i don't get why some days have to be so hot. like yesterday for example. yesterday was really hot. there is no real need for such heat, but it happens. do people actually like 90 + temperatures? i think on days like yesterday hell is tying to get out, but can't, so the heat of hell and the friction on the doors makes it really hot. what doors? i don't know.

so in 9 days barbara comes back for good. not summer break or anything like that, for freaking good. for some reason the last two weeks are more unbearable that say three months, it's sort of weird how waiting works. and for those of you who have never done it, waiting a very long time for someone you love sucks, it sucks major ass. i do not recomend it at all. but if something is worth it then wait forever for it. all i want right now is for barbara to come back like now, but i have to wait 10 days. i haven't seen her since march, and i used to see her every day, so we are long overdue for some time together. but to my understanding when she gets back there is a bbq of some sort, a barbaraque if you will. then about a week after she gets back we go to maine, then three weeks after that school starts. so i'm gonna make up for lost time, and then some. go us!


sunday i'm going to see broken social scene play in central park with dinosaur jr. and radio 4, hopefully. if anyone else wants to tag along let me know. also i would highly recomend the new black rebel motocycle club album howl. it's not released yet, but you could probably get it off of soulseek, or me. it is a great album with almost a old time southern influence, like slave songs gospel and bluegrass mixed with rock. in short, it's tits